A confused small kid…
Who resisted the internal rupture.By changing themrather letting them get changedKilling everything that makes me- Me.
(You are not making it any easier this way...)
Killing the person who got troubled by anything he felt wrong.
Anything which could turn him off...SentimentalChildishEmotional freak…Who wants to look good and do good.A confused small kid…
I did it!Became a sublime diplomatSuaveProfessional
BlatantUntouched, unhurt and even cruel.
I was a believerI turned agnostic.From conventional to contemporaryDress sense changed.
Music changed.Life style changed.This was good.But somewhere the person changed.(You tried to be my friend without knowing what I am or may be.)
I want that confused look back in my eyes.I want to trust people.I want to give them their fair share in my life.
I want to be sentimental once again.I want to love u.
Seriously I want to love u.
|Picture credits: Morbid melancholia, 2005, wash and ink on Handmade by Kumar Ashutosh|